On Drinking...

I don’t drink. I used to plenty. I don’t now.  I tend to feel really abnormal because of this. I’m sick of hearing, “You don’t drink? Why?” They are always so astonished. I often wonder how I should respond to them…

Should I tell them how my 21-year-old ex-boyfriend used to get my 18-year-old self completely incapacitated with alcohol and then touch me all over, underneath my clothes?

Should I tell them how he manipulated me and played mind games? Should I tell them how he forced me to give him a blowjob and completely gagged me on his large cock, though he kept pushing my head down? If I told them this, how would they respond? Is that the answer they want? Would they know how to handle that answer?

Please don’t ask me why I don’t drink, because I know you won’t be able to handle the response.